SOMETHING IN THE WAY SHE MOVES............

It hits you like a fatman looking to steal your pie! She is here and here to stay.
As much as I would love to say I am the perfect guy , with the perfect attitude, and looks like a hunky movie star, If I am honest this ain't the case.
But suddenly , without warning (God doesn't send text's), a girl walks into my life who actually thinks I am of some worth and meaning to her life. Sometimes this isn't that easy to accept, always looking for "the catch", or some clause in the small print.
This time however, I am looking ahead. Suddenly the future looks bright, and I am loving every minute of it.

Though in effect, I have a lot of resons to be glad. Not going to babble on about woman of my dreams..... soul mate ....bla bla bla (though could for hours).
My extreme , if not subdued happiness, has to be down to a number of factors.

1. My Gangster Sultana.
We all remember the girl who either, we really wanted, but never had the nerve to ask out. Or the girl who wanted to be our freind, who we gave advise to on getting a man, how men think, but secretly wish would fall in love with you.
Or the girl who was so stunning that IF you ever tried to speak to her, all you could say was "ggrrmmph garap gunup hello" and throw up at the thought of having to ask her out.
Or the girl we watched in most flick chick movies (though you can't prove I watched them) who was romanced by the lead , he being the slightly cuddly or funny guy, her being the stunner. ( Why does John candy spring to mind?)
Well guess what?
I HAVE THAT GIRL!!! and I am not giving her up without a fight.


2. Suddenly, I like myself again!
I spent a long time thinking I was worthless, feeling as if I needed to change who I was to be accepted. This was only in my mind (note to self, I have a mind).
I am who I am and people tend to like this. Ok, my jokes suck, but only I can deliver them, in my stereotypical "I am Irish, therefore should say stupid things" sort of way.

3. I have freinds!
Though each of my freinds are as diverse and odd on you would tend to expect, they are my freinds, and each of them brings something to the table (though usually whiskey or beer)
each one has a role and a purpose, even if it is just pointing out the 9 of diamonds was the card I picked, or jumping down stairs.
The each and all add a little more purpose to my life, which I have to admit ain't half bad at the moment.

4. "THE PAD"
I am sitting in my apartment, with the realisation that I live in a mansion fit for a slightly inebriated rock star. while i have all the rock prowess of the Cheeky Girls or Donny Osmond, I have heated bathroom floor , and you can't take that away from me.
Who would have thought that eggcups make great candle holders, or that its possible to live on pizza, crisps and rusks. wonders will never cease.


So there you have it folks, have to say this has been easier than I though (though only I can tell this is draft number 86)
Onward and upward from here, or thats the theory. Maybe the medication is making me feel like this, or the fact it is almost the weekend, or that I am not at work!
Either way, hooray to all, joy to the world, If you're happy and you know it drink a beer,...etc etc etc.

* She just called to say she loves me. Feels great!
I would right a song about it, but get the feeling that it would infringe on copyright of a song already written.

Going to go now and wreak some habit on the unsuspecting world, with my trusty guitar playing, shell suit wearing, smiling and profiling, bearded( OMG its a real beard), home video superstar pal. That should pass about 5 minutes.

Dipping a toe in the water.....

Yeah you guessed it, it's the test everyone does.....